Add me to those praying for your family.
Don’t be afraid. The Lord knows your situation and knew about it before the foundation of the world. He loves you deeply, loves your husband and your family and is in charge of this situation. Trust Him, don’t be discouraged or afraid. Praying for you!!! I recommend a book by Charles Stanley called “Landmines in The Path of the Believer.” Please pick up a copy, it will give you great comfort and hope. Please remember Joshua 1:9: Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous — do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
The Lord has you, that’s for sure!