Calm down. You have an education and long life in front of you.
To say you have “nothing” is a slap in the face to folks that have nothing. Step up, Be yourself, and thank God everyday that Sun comes up from the east!
Bored! Get a Kayak and hit the river.
I base my self worth on that stuff. Is that a sane thing to do? Probably not but it is how it is. If the enemy takes the future away then I’ll become exceedingly unpleasant.