When I was a kid, I once took a cat and threw it down into a ravine. It later died. The memory still very much haunts me.
well you have a working conscience. you still wish you could go back and do things differently, don’t you?
it is the burden one has to carry for mistakes that kill innocent living creatures out of stupid cruelty. God knows you’d do things different if you could, so you have that going for you.
I had a crow in one of my trees that just would not shut up for hours. Took a co2 bb pellet pistol and winged him in the leg, wasn’t trying to kill, just scare off. i kind of felt a little bad but not so much. especially after i have seen what a group of these crows will do to smaller animals like small rabbits and such.