You want to believe, really want to. The standard of proof for sandy hook need be no higher than the standard of proof for Eisenhower as president; written news reports, history book, press releases, hospital records etc. it’s not my fault you suffer from some unresolved emotional difficulty.
Just try to imagine the thousands of unrelated people that would need to cooperate to pull off such a conspiracy; it’s really beyond credible belief. You need a shave with Occam’s razor
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