My deepest condolences on the passing of your mother.
I’m sure everyone in the Free Republic family will also offer condolences.
Prayers are up for you and your family, that Jesus would be the source of your comfort and strength in this time.
I feel for you, as best I can anyway. I am a BLESSED man. At 53 I still have both sets of parents with me here. But time rolls and age advances. Sooner or later, we all take our turns losing those we love. And then we take our turn being the one our loved ones lose.
So, I would extend to you the Love of Christ, hoping you turn to Him in this time of grief.