I am truly sorry that you have to be on Ritalin.
It helps me focus and not get distracted by minor things and makes my memory much much better. Instead of looking for things like my keys and wallet that I have put down without thinking about it, or walking out of work with no idea where I parked my car, I know these things and can function like a normal person.
I’m incredibly scatterbrained to the point of it affecting my life, have been this way all my life. It’s good in that I have widely varied interests and in-depth knowledge about a ton of subjects, but not so much in that it makes it hard for me to function in everyday life. If I lived on a boat away from the world, I probably wouldn’t need it. Living with a family and raising kids and having to remember details that otherwise would fly out my head, it’s a godsend.
Is it over prescribed and is it being used to treat what is a normal bouncing around kid in far too many cases? Yes, without a doubt. Can it be of supreme help to some people? Also, yes, without a doubt.
You can feel bad I have to take it. I feel supremely thankful that it’s out there and is available for people whose lives it can improve.