If anyone is contemplating suicide they should never do anything without talking to someone on a veteran hotline first. You never know what is around the river bend. So many times going somewhere I for the first time I turn around thinking I have gone too far but if I had just gone a little farther I would have reached my destination (my car does u-turns by itself now). For me, I had no one and no one knew. It was half my lifetime ago. Finding them is crucial.
......excellent and most prescient thoughts! Thanks!