[Big Red Badger]

I left,

I came back and now I’m ready
to leave again.

Does that make me bad?

[oldvirginian]

“I left,

I came back and now I’m ready
to leave again.

Does that make me bad?”

No, just means you’re human.
Burt Reynolds once said he spent the first half of his life trying to get away from home and the second half of his life trying to get back.
You’re in pretty good company.