Sheer terror... rightfully so... followed by euphoria... rightfully so.
Does not compute... also appropriately applied.
My first jump was scary... my second jump was terrifying...
Then- I was drawn to a third jump, and a fourth jump, and a fifth jump... etc.
Captivated by the incongruency between newbies terrified when jumping, and by experienced jumpers expressing exhiliration and some kind of content or satisfication that escapes a rookie/newbie.
What is the euphoria from/like?
For me, it would be landing safely on the ground;)