Watching our son in his last days after fighting cancer for over 3 years; and as he declines and my wife hurts more, I tend to be getting coarser and will rein myself in - not going for sympathy, just providing my "alibi"....the son will be in God's hands soon and his suffering will be over and my wife will be able to her drawn out grieving/hurting process which will also ease my mind and make me more....tolerant.
I’m so sorry. Prayers up. God bless.