A proud fool? Indeed you are. -- And, - I'll let you know, in 12/15 years, if I'm still kicking, about canceling my payments. Maybe instead, - we can make arrangements for your welfare family to get them at that point. I'll check with my lawyer to see if this can be set up.
If you contributed to social security half of what you contribute here in terms of wisdom, insight and intelligence (which is zero) it won't be worth your while or mine for you to contact legal aid.