Better to remind one of an old joke than to be one, I suppose.
Although you have demonstrated superior stenographic abilities, your analytic and strategic skills are demonstrably lacking or you would have seen that the best way to avoid the controversy preceding the last cruise would be to be upfront and energetic about the fundraising cruise.
Are you going on the cruise? Have you put down any earnest money for the cruise yet? I require honest answers to both of those questions from you before we can continue. If I don't get honest answers from you to one or both of those questions, I cordially invite you to print out a copy of this thread on 11 x 17 paper, fold it up until it has little sharp corners, then shove it up the nearest convenient accoutrement.
Ball's in your court, kookboi ...