That’s OK, I’m here to help.
So you're saying "faith" is an orientation,
No because “orientation” is a fluctuating direction of thought and faith is an unchanging state of mind or as I said before, a state of being.
and "worship" is a behavior based on that orientation?
If you apply the above definition to that the answer is yes. Whether or not one worships has no bearing whether or not one has faith.
Listen, get some help for your pathology and stop worrying about whether faith is comparable to your perversion. I know you need to find parables to justify the filth and degradation you inflict upon yourself but in the long run it doesn’t help.