Praying for you bogdan in your dark hour.That the fact you will see her again is brought to mind by His Spirit.That you know and are comforted by the fact that yours and your dear wife's lives are hid with Christ.That you are reminded that when you are weak,you are strong.That you will not be bound when Christ has delivered you from the fear of death and all that that means.
grace,peace and the God-given ability to be still and know that He is God...to you bogdan.
I can not sleep. Can not do anything. I am holding as much of my anger as I can.