[bogdanPolska12]

I miss my wife so much... why oh Lord why...

This house is so empty, even though family is here, but without her, is not same thing; she was my flower, she was my life, God will take care of this.

Now most important thing is to make sure kids are fine, and is not going to be easy. Adam is in pain with Piotr and crying so much, it breaks my heart.

My family tried to help them, but they didn't stop crying. So I took them in my arms and I am staying with them all the time with twins.

But is not the same. Magda is not here.

[Nix 2]

This is so painful. bogdan, let them cry. It is better if they cry until the tears are gone rather than keep that stiff upper lip in the midst of such pain.
There is not a visible answer to, "why."
I can tell you that when my small son died, I could not get over the guilt or the pain. It was sudden and seemed so meaningless. They didn't even ever find a reason. He just went to sleep.
About six months later, I got the autopsy report. My beautiful son had the early beginnings of cancer in his ganglia, the nerves at the tip of the spine. It was inoperable. Had he lived, he would have suffered immeasurably. He would have gone blind and been reduced to a vegetable, but not before experiencing excruciating pain.
I feel that G-d took him so he would not suffer such a fate.
Faith is, and was, the only thing that keeps/kept me reasonably sane. Have faith. G-d bless you.

[Neets]

Comfort your children Bogdan...you will find much strength in them through hugs and kisses and tears.

Let them cry, and you cry with them.

and give those sweet babies lots of hugs and kiss from all of us.

[EvaClement]

Bogdan

We are praying for you and everyone going through this heart-breaking time.

E.C.