So I'm going to contrinue to live with the thinly-veiled insults, attacks and implausibly denied hatred of people who do that kind of thing, and continue to pray for them.
God bless you.
Irrational defensiveness is an unbecoming trait, whether by an individual or an ecclesiocracy, which may be overcome, God willing, with a little introspection and searching of the Scriptures.
Most likely God wants you to be happy. And so do I.