Scripture according to you.
According to Holy Scripture, the Apostles, their successors, the early church, martyrs45 and Christ's Church for over 2,000 years, you're partaking of Holy Eucharist unworthily, if you partake at all.
Men fail; that is why the Lord condemned following traditions.
So why do you follow the teaching of men who dreamed up a contrary doctrine contrary to Christ's teaching and plain reading of scripture?
Do you do so unknowingly or did someone else teach you? Who? I don't believe you thought it up on your own. And if you did, you've only created your own tradition.
Stop thrashing!
We have the Word of God, and it condemns your every practice!
Calling men Father
Repetitive prayers
Using prayer beads
Praying to the dead
Praying to anyone other than the Father
Bowing at idols
Making idols
Following the traditions of men
Wearing long gowns