Ever stop to think that God might see it differently ?
He may do, and if he does, he will tell me so. He told me to become Catholic, I assume because he knows my need for order and explanations.
Ever stop to think that he might just see it as you are depending on everything else but him ?
That is a constant worry, I cannot deny it. All I can do is constantly remind myself - talk to him. When in confession, I am talking to him, as well as the priest. I rarely ask the saints for help or guidance, but when I do I must always remember, I am talking to Him.
Ever stop to think that you are putting this before him ?
That is never a worry. The rituals and rites of the church are a comfort. Yet God comes first.
Wish I could work out how to do italics!!! Laptops are useful, but the keyboards are always dreadful! Got large hands, so tend to hit two keys at once.
easy...< i > text < / i > just without the spaces.
BTW your post are refreshingly candid.Something we need a lot more of.
God bless