I didn’t quite get your point earlier.
I agree with you: The treatment of pro-abortion apostate Catholics by the hierarchy (with a tiny number of exceptions) is a disgrace. It is a clear sign that most of the hierarchy do not believe in the Eucharist and do not “hunger and thirst for justice.” They are intellectually, morally, and spiritually dead.
I do not agree that this disgraceful behavior by a spiritually-dead hierarchy is somehow evidence of a “secret teaching” of the Church that abortion is hunky-dory. The Church has no secret teachings.
Could you agree that there is 'evidence' that the OPEN teaching isn't very effective at the higher levels of the church?