That's OK. The Rapture is independent of your belief. Semper Fi
As is Mary being the Ever-Virgin Mother of God, Conceived without original sin, Queen of Heaven and earth, Assumed body and soul into Heaven, independent of yours.
Catholics are often accused of arrogance when we state our beliefs. I find it to be more arrogant to decide who goes to Heaven and who doesn't, when Jesus welcomed those who were outcast? It is God's decision, not ours, and His Ways are inscrutable.
On another note, friend, you ended with "Semper Fi"- if you were in the Military, I wish to sincerely thank you for your service, from the bottom of my heart.
G-d ♡ bless you!
Grateful ✟ ✡