God bless you for your concern
Review my concern:
I have great concern for those that need direction to having a personal relationship with JesusThe Gospel of John, God breathed by the Holy Spirit, can be of benefit to you.
That being said, it seems you have a lot of hoops to jump through.
Your "best to follow" isn't what God needs, it's not "us" it is Him.
Our own works (and rituals etc etc) are nothing but filthy rags to God.
You can go directly to the Throne of Grace and talk to Jesus. He is always ready. Direct communication. Jesus in Christians and Christians in Jesus.
I shall never believe that. And again, with all due respect, it is kind of you to be concerned, but truly, you know nothing of me, nor of my journey. But I do thank you for what I feel are good intentions.
G-d ♡ bless you!
Grateful ✟ ✡