You keep confusing terms. I am an Agnostic / Metatheist. An Atheist denies the existence of God. A Metatheist questions the proposition.
Oh!
Then you are a Seeker!
Jeremiah 29:13
You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Keep looking. Just keep on looking...
You’re in a pretty good place right now.
Don't blame me, you were asked several times to explain your use of the novel label "metatheist" to describe your belief about God and you ignored it. Do you deny you have said, "I can not say either that there is a God or that there isn't."? This is almost as bad as the LGBTXYZ people with their ever changing labels!
Nonetheless, the question then is, did he convince you - an agnostic/metatheist - or was it wasted on you? You praised the explanation and bemoaned that it would be wasted on the "philosophically and theologically illiterate", so was it wasted on you?