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I've been a Christian my entire life. Since I was a small child. Seven years old. I prayed for salvation from hell. I dedicated my life to Jesus. And I meant it. As I grew up I spent my time studying and praying and witnessing. I decided in high school that I would go to seminary and be a minister.

I was a minister for a short time after I graduated from seminary. But then I quit temporarily. I had been talking to people about Jesus for years and there were so many questions that I felt deserved answered. I believe that if you ask you will recieve and if you seek you will find. Maybe not a car or that girl you like or stuff like that, but truth and understanding and wisdom. Those are things I knew God wanted me to have and I prayed and I studied to aquire them.

But I wasn't getting answers to hard questions that I believed I needed answered, so, for a time, I decided to postpone ministry. I was only in my early 20s anyway I thought. I wasn't ready to counsel people about life when I had barely begun to live myself.

That was over a 12 years ago. Since that time I've been married, returned to school for computer science, worked, started my own business. And I've prayed and studied and searched for answers.

For one answer really. One question. Above all of the others. Why does God torture people in hell for eternity if they are not saved?

I know the standard answers of course. People sin. God is just. God wants to save them. They have free will. They have to choose to be saved. I know all of that.

But why torture in hell forever? Why torture forever? Why torture at all?

If God is just, how is eternal torture for a lifetime of sin that is a relative blink of time fair?

If God is kind, why torture with fire? Why torture at all?

How does the same God who is punishing sins like murder torture people?

God knew before he created us that most of us wouldn't be saved. About 99% of humanity will not be saved. From the beginging to the end.

But most of all... how I am supposed to enjoy living in heaven in paradise in happiness while God is torturing my friends and family who weren't saved?

Someone once told me that God doesn't torture anyone in hell. Which I just couldn't believe they would even think let alone argue. Everything that exists is created by God and exists because God keeps it existing. God is infinite and nothing in existance exists apart from him. Hell exists by the will of God... by his thoughts and his actions. For ever and ever.

Not like you or I who build something and it seperate from us. Everything exists in God.

So, how, can God, who created all of existance, who cleary loves humanity, who loves justice, who loves mercy and kindness... how can God torture people in hell in fire forever?

And how can I enjoy myself in heaven with a God who tortures people I love in firey hell forever?

I can't. I won't. I can't love someone who tortures people for eternity. I can't be happy knowing my loved ones are suffering forever and ever.

And... after all that I've studied and all that I've prayed... I can't believe that the God who created this wonderful beautiful world and made humans in his image to experience the joys of love and of creation and of being creative... I can't believe that this God will torture 99% of humanity in fire forever and ever just for not accepting salvation.

To think that Hitler could have repented before he died and is in heaven happy as can be while all the Jews he killed are in hell burning for eternity?

I don't know what happened. I don't know how this eternal torture was attached to believing in God and in Jesus. But I can't believe in a God who is like this. Who can create the universe, but damns nearly all of his most treasured creation. No. It can't be true.

And even if it is. I would rather burn in hell with my loved ones then sell my soul to live in heaven with the one torturing my loved ones in hell.

That's my conclusion after over a decade of study and prayer.

I think that I have asked and I have recieved an answer. I don't know for sure. But I have faith that God is good and man screwed something of the message up along the last 2000 years.

1 posted on 07/15/2009 7:05:54 PM PDT by ConservativesKilledJesus
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Wow, that ZOT was so badass, I think this troll BOUNCED. The internet paused. The EARTH moved. The 4 horsemen stopped and went back.

Chuck Norris’ eyebrows went up.

Cigarettes world wide got lit up....

KAPOW!

IAFZ


59 posted on 07/16/2009 6:47:06 PM PDT by Danae (I AM JIM THOMPSON - Conservative does not equal Republican. Conservative does not compromise.)
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61 posted on 07/16/2009 6:53:07 PM PDT by pbear8 (Praying for my beloved)
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I saw you on local TV here tonight Cynthia McKinney.

It appears “attention whore” is taking on a whole new meaning.

Liberals get things wrong, some more than others, and then there’s that special group that makes a science out of it.


62 posted on 07/16/2009 7:15:13 PM PDT by tpanther (The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for g!ood men to do nothing---Edmund Burke)
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64 posted on 07/16/2009 7:31:44 PM PDT by Thunder90
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Dude, don’t smoke crack before you go to Logic class.


67 posted on 07/16/2009 8:45:41 PM PDT by TASMANIANRED (TAZ:Untamed, Unpredictable, Uninhibited.)
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68 posted on 07/16/2009 10:36:43 PM PDT by JRios1968 (The real first rule of Fight Club: don't invite Chuck Norris...EVER)
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To think that Hitler could have repented before he died and is in heaven happy as can be while all the Jews he killed are in hell burning for eternity?

Don't speak for my people a**hole. You just showed want an ignorant fool you are.

I've been... Jewish... my entire life. Since I was a small child. Seven years old. I prayed for... trolls like you to live a miserable life and die a miserable death.... I dedicated my life to studying... trolls.... And I meant it. As I grew up I spent my time studying and praying and figuring out how to.... zot your butt.... I decided in high school that I would go to....troll termination school and be a zotter.
69 posted on 07/16/2009 10:45:06 PM PDT by PA Engineer (Liberate America from the occupation media.)
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71 posted on 07/17/2009 4:14:58 AM PDT by Arrowhead1952 (Jimmy Carter - now the second worst POTUS ever. BHO has #1 spot in his sights.)
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ConservativesKilledJesus, you’re assuredly no Christian. You’re a stupid socialist using your vague, incomplete and incompetent understanding of the Bible (which I somehow doubt you’ve read) to criticize others you don’t agree with. That’s exactly how shallow, ignorant and naive you socialists are as a group, and how your claim to tolerance and understanding are simply methods to cover you hate and bile. Oh, and you’re also a liar.

Too bad I wasn’t around for the ZOT. This is one I’d especially enjoy...


72 posted on 07/17/2009 5:15:29 AM PDT by bcsco (I'm a Constitution defender!)
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I’ll bet you attend Church at an ELCA or PC USA Church. Dumbass.


73 posted on 07/17/2009 10:15:39 PM PDT by wjcsux (Germany, 1933. America, 2009. History repeats itself again.)
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You have to be a real dumbass to get Zotted by the Religion Moderator.


74 posted on 07/17/2009 10:18:11 PM PDT by wjcsux (Germany, 1933. America, 2009. History repeats itself again.)
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75 posted on 07/19/2009 8:18:12 AM PDT by COBOL2Java (Big government more or less guarantees rule by creeps and misfits.)
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You are truly an idiot.


76 posted on 07/19/2009 8:18:51 AM PDT by Ann Archy (Abortion....the Human Sacrifice to the god of Convenience.)
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