Posted on 03/13/2012 7:26:14 AM PDT by MNDude
I noticed how many old ‘friends’ were either pregnant or married. As I stared down my one-bedroom apartment and a life that lacked both a serious relationship and even the glimmer of a baby, I deactivated my profile once more, then proceeded to have the first big breakdown I had had in a long time. I felt completely alone. I felt abandoned by something I couldn’t define. So when I went to see my therapist the following day to be greeted by news of her pregnancy, it just seemed like an additional smack in the face.
I stared at my therapist as she glowed, like pregnant women do, and hated her with every ounce of my being. And I told her so.
I know it’s selfish to hate my therapist for her own good news. I know I’m steeped in both jealousy and fear, but that doesn’t help me shake it. The very sight of her sitting across from me with her second trimester baby belly seems like bragging; when she rubs the palm of her hand across her whole, complete stomach, my own life seems to be a smattering of fragments by comparison. Here’s a woman who helps me with my issues for 45 minutes once, sometimes twice a week, and I can’t be happy for her, and the worst part is before this, I loved her.
Honestly, I’m not sure if I can continue seeing her under these circumstances. The pain becomes more tangible for every day that I’m forced to grapple with yet another woman in my life who’s on the road to motherhood. Frankly, I don’t think I’m stable enough to accept it at this point in my life.
And did I mention she’s even having twins?
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Sounds more like envy.
I think this is what drives them crazy about Sarah Palin the most.
> this gives some insight into the hatred liberal women have
> towards family women.
The good news is that they are selecting themselves out of the gene pool.
The bad news is that the government school collective and the communist university campus are very effective recruiting agents and create more leftists to replace those that are dying off.
This is stunning to me.
This girl, who apparently has some emotional issues, is seeing a therapist. She can’t stand that anyone else has any level of happiness in their lives, because of her own problems in life. If she personally is not happy, then nobody else should be happy.
How narcissistic and selfish can this girl be? Maybe that’s one of her life’s problems she needs therapy for, that she can’t allow others she encounters to have any joy in their lives, because of the misery in her own life.
This girl’s story could even be a metaphor for liberalism. Think about it.
“But as I approach my mid-thirties, my biological clock and my life are marching to a different beats, and I’m confronted with this fact at every turn. I can explain until I’m blue in the face that I don’t want to be a mother. Hell, the NY Post even wrote an article about women who choose a life of no kids, and I was one of the people they covered.”
Liberals can lie so easily to others. It’s a whole different story when they lie to themselves.
I think it might be an insight into the hatred liberal women have for themselves.
That sounds lib to me.
“My life is screwed up and I don’t have the things I want. And it’s all YOUR fault.”
Probably a good thing. I’m thinking her spawn would not necessarily be an asset to our society.
Why would any decent person raise a child to think like this? Why would any decent person allow a child to choose her own values, knowing that they could end up with dysfunctional liberal values instead of traditional moral values? The far left disgusts me, not just because of their own self-imposed weakness, but also because they harm their own children (when they bother to have kids) by spreading their culture of selfishness and envy.
This girl’s story IS a metaphor for liberalism.
Excerpt it to drive the blog hits. Way to go.
Why does it have to be either/or? Isn't anyone married and pregnant?
We have a preponderance of an entire generation who are ignorant to the 7 deadly sins. That says a lot about what ails our society.
Liberal women are attracted to liberal men and they tend to be azzholes who don’t want kids.
It is indeed envy
Its my opinion that most women are called for having children. It is their natural biological function, of course. Our modern age, materialism, commercialism, and the devils of the abortion movement seek to confuse women. This naturally lead to all kinds of internal conflict.
God calls men as well - to protect women, and to serve them in their call to have children, and to protect their families.
Men are equally culpable in abortion. They abandon women, they ignore their responsibilities, they treat women as objects, and they flee to the “easy out” of abortion, like cowards.
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I Tried to Sell My Eggs — But They Were Rejected
I had been trolling Craigslist for weeks. My job as an office manager wasn’t paying the rent, and my long-deferred student loans were piling up in my mailbox. Despite looking for administrative positions that paid twice what I was making, I kept going back to “Egg Donors Needed.”
The idea of making eight grand, while also helping a fellow human being, seemed an ideal solution. I’ve always had a soft spot for charity, and an even softer spot for money. Granted, it wouldn’t solve all my financial problems, but I thought it was a way to get ahead while I found that perfect job. That was two years ago; I’m still looking for that perfect job.
After much internal debate, and a call to the Ask-a-Nurse in my hometown to see what, if any, side effects I could expect, I clicked on the link to a fertility center in New York City. The Ask-a-Nurse in New Hampshire didn’t have any information for me. In fact, they were puzzled why I called them. Looking back, I am too.
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@angrychatel after reading your thoughts on killing your own unborn child, I think you should talk to a professional. I’m being serious.
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@SarahMindek you should go fuck yourself & keep your ignorant comments to yourself. you’re in no place judge. off to get abortion #2 now...
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@angrychatel just stating the obvious since you can’t seem to see it.
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@SarahMindek PS. feminists are NOT pro-life... and of course, you’re from ohio. HAHAHAHAHA...
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