You really don't have to explain anything. I still miss Dempsey, my big Boxer, the way "Uncle Charlie" missed Teddy. [Sing for us Teddy!]
My wife's friend growing up was a Boston Terrier named Buttons.
I hope you get answers about your Mister Toto!
My first dog was a Boston Terrier named Tappy. My last two were dachshunds, Schnitzel and Weinie.