And, the most important thing about the process is that you might find that you might have to just squarely lay down what you thought were your wonderful plans, and pick up something different. You think you puzzled it out? You thought the Lord wanted you to go to an eye surgeon and you plotted that all out, clear down to the insurance policy and the hospital, when He had washing in Siloam in mind?
Same goes for your “fear based” philosophy. That’s why you were so ripe for the rebuke that the only fear that matters is that of the Lord.
Nonsense again.
The “rebuke” you provided is from your viewpoint, not mine.