Berlin said, “A puppy needs you.”
I have to tell you that is a great piece of advice. Some years ago I broke it off with my abusive and drama filled family and quite honestly, I found that all of my holidays were much more enjoyable. Then I adopted Buford the Coonhound and have met a lot of my neighbors. Now I get invites to many homes for Christmas, as well as other holidays.
Then, even on the days where I want to be alone, I am not really alone. I just get to spend it with something that loves me unconditionally.....
So, if you are willing and able, you might want to look into rescuing a dog of one kind or another. I’m sure that many folks would be willing to help you find the breed that fits your lifestyle.