Kiss it pal. Screw your wimp. You want a personal challenge, you have it. You and me to see who is the wimp. As for what I said, I stick with it. This issue IS GOING NO WHERE! If it was, the Berg thing would still be going and not shot down. You can reach for pipe dreams all you want, it is not going to happen. I am putting my efforts on something I can do something about, not on WISHING.
Put you efforts into something positive, and stop being a dolly downer, then. Stop being a complaining whinning retired guy/gal who gets in everyone’s way on their way to work.
You sure seem awfully quick to surrender.
Retired FRENCH army, perhaps?