They’re gonna have to kill me.
Actually that's not how it will happen. On a farm when you slaughter an animal you take it away from the herd to a place where the others won't smell the blood, etc.
The rope will tighten and those who squawk will be quietly moved aside so that the sheep are not disturbed. The proper PC term for this now days is that you will “receive counseling”. And if that doesn't work “further treatment”.
Killing you will not serve their purpose as well as you being able to “reintegrate” with the new order.
Remember, they are your friends who want to see you get back to “normal”.
The Big Boo