I did it.
Many years ago when my little dog, Potlatch was so ill at almost 15 yrs of age.
He lay on the table, unafraid because I was there and had my hands on him - almost as if he knew we were going to help him.
When the Vet went to get the shot I kept patting him and speaking into his ear as he was mostly deaf by then.
He didn’t even flinch as the shot was injected and I kept hugging him as his life flowed away.
I was crying and the Vet even got teary. He went and got a box to put him in, gave me a huge hug and let me out the back door to leave.
When I got home, my family saw me with the box and without a word they took it and dug a hole in the hard winter ground to bury him.
One of the hardest things I ever had to do and I remember every minute of it still.
But - I was the griever, Potlatch was free.
Nice Freeper name.