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To: Tokra
I suppose sooner or later I'll have to go to a doctor, get medication and join the ranks of the living dead. I'll put it off as long as I can.

Being put under can do it. Do you experience anxiety also? In my life I've fired 5 shrinks. I had a LCSW who did wonders in dealing with the PTSS and OCB. The OCB was an over compensation for the loss of my concentration and inability to preform task. I was a maintenance man and Boiler Operator and I was screwing up. The OCB came form me rechecking my work multiple times. The PTSD was an accumulation of some traumatic events over a 10 year period the last of which was a minor car accident in which although I was not at fault I thought an infant in the car that hit me had died. Turns out the lad slept through the ordeal. All of that I had dealt with and kept in check until my sensory system went on vacation one night and never came back. The onset that night could have easily been mistaken for a nervous breakdown too. But an old woman who was a resident patient at the facility I worked at help the clue.

I had received a call to go to an apartment to {check out} fix a loud nose in the residents room. When I got there the poor woman was in tears. I asked what was wrong she said make the noise stop please. I said OK where is it coming from? She took me to her air conditioner. I turned it off and she was crying Oh thank you. Was she crazy?

I went to the nurse and told her what happened. The nurse said she came home that day from the hospital like that. What was the womans problem? An Inner Ear infection it seems.

I left the nurse and went back down to my shop to take a break. I was sitting down and leaning back against a door. My shop was next to the time clock and someone behind the door yelled down the hallway at someone else. I about went to the ceiling. My mind started shutting down and I was very aware of it. I knew I was in trouble. Within minutes I could barely speak. I called in a relief as by law someone had to be there for the boiler. That was the last night I worked 12 years ago.

I went the SSRI and antidepressant route. I about had a couple of Serotonin migrations from it. But I didn't know at that time I had sensory damage. I actually take a well known Benzo to control it as with this also comes Myloclonic Seizures triggered by audio and visual saturation. On bad days I stay home in a nice quiet enviroment.

72 posted on 08/15/2006 11:59:21 AM PDT by cva66snipe (If it was wrong for Clinton why do some support it for Bush? Party over nation destroys the nation.)
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To: cva66snipe
Being put under can do it. Do you experience anxiety also?

Not at all. In fact one of my problems is that I don't worry about things I really SHOULD be worrying about.

Many people I know who take anti-depressants say that they no longer worry about things - they just don't care about things that used to drive them crazy.

All the more reason for me not to take them. I don't worry enough now - God knows what shape I'd be in if I was worrying even LESS!

80 posted on 08/15/2006 12:48:27 PM PDT by Tokra (I think I'll retire to Bedlam.)
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