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Confessions of a Lapsed Atheist
American Thinker ^ | 6/21/2009 | Jenn Q. Public

Posted on 06/22/2009 5:33:32 AM PDT by SeekAndFind

Do you believe in God? Really? And you're willing to admit it in public?

Oops. Sorry, for a moment I slipped back into the arrogant Atheism of my youth.

Before my parents had children, they decided to raise their kids in a secular home. We had gifts at Christmas time and chocolate covered matzoh during Passover, but there was no religion and certainly no God.

When I was in grade school, God was just a kind of nondescript character who popped up in Little House on the Prairie books from time to time. He seemed like a decent enough fellow, but was more or less a bit player who didn't have much to say.

After my grandfather died when I was seven, his Baptist minister lifted me up in his arms and told me, "It's all right, Grandpa's with God now." At that moment, I could feel my dress was hiked up in the back and all I could think about was pulling it back down. But later, I asked around and discovered that God was our Heavenly father, whatever that was supposed to mean.

I figured, who better to ask about my Heavenly father than my earthly father, but when I did he laughed.

He wasn't amused in a "kids say the darnedest things" kind of way. He was laughing derisively at the idea that my mother's family believed in God. And thus began my introduction to Atheism.

There are people who call themselves atheist who are simply nonbelievers, and then there are the big "A" Atheists for whom Atheism is almost a religion. This quasi-religious doctrine isn't neutral on the existence of other religions; rather, Atheism is a virulently anti-theistic creed characterized by sneering contempt for religion and a profoundly dogmatic bigotry toward people of faith.

Want to know how Atheists see the rest of us?

I grew up learning from my father that Atheism is rational, and therefore, religious belief is irrational; Atheism is defined by logic, religious faith by fantasy; and science is real while religion is make believe. Faith, I was taught, requires a willful stifling of reason.

The Torah, the Gospels, the Qur'an? All woefully inaccurate, laughably inconsistent fictions used to encourage belief in an illusion for the purpose of social control.

My curiosity in religion surfaced again in seventh grade when several of my friends were planning Bat Mitzvahs. Surely my friends weren't ignorant enough to actually believe in God, were they? The answer was no. For most of these Reform Jews, this celebration marked the official end to the tedium of Hebrew school. Most of their families were Ethical Culturists with a recreational interest in preserving their Jewish cultural identity. In other words, they too were Atheists.

By the time I reached high school, having had little contact with religion, I was convinced that people of faith were credulous and unenlightened. They gravitated toward soothing tales of God and afterlife to help them deal with their own mortality. At best, I considered belief in God an anachronism, a quaint vestige of days gone by, on par with superstitions about wicked thoughts causing birth defects.

At my extremely liberal college, I was exposed to even more militant Atheism. It was there that I learned the mere whiff of religiosity is worthy of denigration. Many of the people I met approached religion with something between disdain and loathing, and considered all religious belief a form of fanaticism. Christians in particular were characterized as knuckle-dragging, mouth-breathing fundies (and that was in polite company.)

Fortunately my mother taught me enough manners that I kept my bias to myself.

In this new environment, my Atheism was more than evidence of good reasoning, it was a socially desirable badge of intellectual superiority. Make no mistake: Atheists think they're smarter than you. Atheism isn't simple skepticism. It is a certainty that believers are wrong, and by extension, intellectually inferior. Religion, especially Judeo-Christian religion, is nothing more than a crutch for dupes.

But Atheists aren't content to leave religion as a mere object of ridicule. They want it cleansed from public life. And enlightened as they are, they've come up with quite the pretense for justifying the righteousness of their bigotry: they are defending the vision of our Founding Fathers from a dominionist conspiracy to establish Christianity as the state religion.

You see, for liberal Atheists, the only thing worse than religion is the Religious Right, a term they use to encompass all Christian conservatives. And what better way to siphon fuel from the Religious Right than to convince Americans that the government is perpetually on the verge of becoming a theocracy?

And so, they accuse local governments of trampling the Constitution in the name of God and they find subliminal Christian iconography in political ads. They wring new meanings from Thomas Jefferson's notion of separation between church and state, and condemn our country's motto and the status of Christmas as a national holiday. But above all, Atheists stoke fear among religious and nonreligious alike that conservatives view government as a tool to force religion down your throat.

Pope-slandering buffoon Bill Maher, something of a patron saint among Atheists, has called religion "the ultimate hustle." Last fall, Maher's fellow liberal Chris Matthews, a self-described Catholic, roundly criticized Alaska Governor Sarah Palin for talking about prayer in a "secular environment" and complained that she made the Republican Party look more like a church tent than a big tent. In March, Matthews complained, "Why does everything sound like the '700 Club' with this Party now?" Such examples of anti-religious bias can be found every day on cable news, network television, and in the pages of The New York Times and The Washington Post.

As my politics strayed right of center after college, I realized I wanted no part of that Maher/Matthews worldview based in elitism and the ridicule of others. I made the transition from Atheist to atheist to agnostic, and have since discovered why it is often said that religion is experiential.

There was a time when I would have preferred any manner of torture to admitting the possibility of a higher power. These days, I'm proud to say I lost my faith in the Atheist creed.

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Jenn Q. Public writes about news, politics, and the seedy underbelly of liberalism at JennQPublic.com.


TOPICS: Culture/Society; Editorial; Philosophy
KEYWORDS: antichristian; atheism; atheist; atheistsupremacists; culturewar; freedomfromreligion; freedomofreligion; god; liberalbigots; militantatheism; politicalcorrectness; religiousintolerance; spiritualjourney; thenogodgod
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To: metmom

Your first discipleship responsibility is in your family.

Your defense is right on the money - those who are ignorant of the faith have little ground to stand on when criticizing the faithful. But, he did swerve into a truth.

How many Christians LIVE as if every aspect of what we profess to be true - God’s Word of the Bible - is actually true?

I mean, really, wouldn’t we all live differently if we lived like we TRULY believed in the all powerful, all sovereign God?
Wouldn’t we more adamantly proclaim the Truth if we truly believed that those who didn’t accept it were eternal beings going to spend all of their eternal afterdeath separated from God?

Truly convicting, eh?


21 posted on 06/22/2009 6:08:01 AM PDT by MrB (Go Galt now, save Bowman for later)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
Some Christians do indeed cross oceans to bear witness to the Gospel of Christ - because God calls them to do this. And some Christians do not: - they are called to live their Christian lives in situ.

As you and many other other avowed Atheists are no futher away than our keyboards, why do we have to cross an ocean to reach you? I mean, you're already reading a religious thread: - why should we get our feet wet?

22 posted on 06/22/2009 6:08:42 AM PDT by agere_contra
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To: metmom

You are making excuses.

Like I said before, true believers would risk EVERYTHING for their god. Otherwise, faith is almost always, if not always, a psychological convenience, and a justification tool.


23 posted on 06/22/2009 6:08:42 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: metmom
Atheism is defined by logic, religious faith by fantasy; and science is real while religion is make believe. Faith, I was taught, requires a willful stifling of reason.

This is the mental barricade that will defeat "Single-Issue-Creationists" from ever sucessfully witnessing to scientific intellectuals. It is better to offer the truth of Christ's sacrifice and show the evidence of an eteranl love than it is to hit people over the head with a six-day creation as the only tool in your tool box.

24 posted on 06/22/2009 6:10:21 AM PDT by 50sDad (The Left cannot understand life is not in a test tube. Raise taxes, & jobs go away.)
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To: agere_contra

How much one is willing to risk losing, in their faith in a god-figure, is inversely proportional to the hypocrisy of their faiths.


25 posted on 06/22/2009 6:10:29 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins

>>If they so believe their faith to be the truth, they’d risk even legal consequences, to spread their faith.<<

You are looking at it from an Evangelical POV. They are called to evangelize.
As a Catholic, I believe in free will. My BIL is an atheist. He had the same upbringing and witness as my DH and chose not to be religious. In my mind, he has been told. I have no need to “convince” him, rather I will live a Holy life and show him. That is my witness and I am about as faithful as you get.

The choice is his.


26 posted on 06/22/2009 6:11:54 AM PDT by netmilsmom (Psalm 109:8 - Let his days be few; and let another take his office)
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To: agere_contra
And some Christians do not: - they are called to live their Christian lives in situ.

Yes, a practical compromise. Because otherwise, it would reduce the pool of believers to handful dozens, or less.

27 posted on 06/22/2009 6:12:45 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins

We risk nothing.

Please take me at my word when I say we Christians only risk imprisonment, torture, ridicule, confiscation of assets and death.

These are nothing compared with what we gain, which is Christ.


28 posted on 06/22/2009 6:12:53 AM PDT by agere_contra
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins; ClearCase_guy; MrB
The missionaries I talked off, didn’t merely risk serving a prison term for spreading their beliefs- they risked death.

So, if someone doesn't actually go out and risk death, they're hypocrites and you don't respect them?

Christians are Christians because of who they believe and are NOT answerable to you for their actions.

God is their Judge, not you.

Based on this article and the attitude of atheists on this forum, atheists are just looking for excuses and justification for why they aren't believers. You've corroborated it with your comments so far.

29 posted on 06/22/2009 6:12:59 AM PDT by metmom (Welfare was never meant to be a career choice.)
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To: SeekAndFind

re: And what better way to siphon fuel from the Religious Right than to convince Americans that the government is perpetually on the verge of becoming a theocracy?

Excellent point.


30 posted on 06/22/2009 6:13:23 AM PDT by Nevadan
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins

>>Like I said before, true believers would risk EVERYTHING for their god. <<

Do you see that you are doing EXACTLY what they are talking about in this article? YOU are defining what you think a Christian should do.

I would risk everything for My Lord. But I have no need to risk everything to save you. You have a choice. Take it or leave it. I will take it and live it.


31 posted on 06/22/2009 6:14:20 AM PDT by netmilsmom (Psalm 109:8 - Let his days be few; and let another take his office)
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To: netmilsmom
Catholics are intellectually inferior even when one shows not to be. We are hinted to be, stupid, idol worshipers, sheep etc.

You are my Christian brother or sister, with whom I agree on the major points of faith, and disagree with on tiny minor traditions. As long as Christ is the cornerstone, what we hang on the walls to decorate are minor quibbles. If we spent less time inside the faith with silly bickering, we would have more time to look outside the faith for our real enemies.

32 posted on 06/22/2009 6:14:21 AM PDT by 50sDad (The Left cannot understand life is not in a test tube. Raise taxes, & jobs go away.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
Hey, do you see what I did there? I wrote something about the Christian religion, and you read it, and I didn't have to cross an ocean to do it.
33 posted on 06/22/2009 6:14:27 AM PDT by agere_contra
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To: 50sDad

>>If we spent less time inside the faith with silly bickering, we would have more time to look outside the faith for our real enemies. <<

Amen Brother!!!!
I have a very religiously mixed family. However, our common bond is our love of God.


34 posted on 06/22/2009 6:16:54 AM PDT by netmilsmom (Psalm 109:8 - Let his days be few; and let another take his office)
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To: agere_contra
Please take me at my word when I say we Christians only risk imprisonment, torture, ridicule, confiscation of assets and death.

That subset of 'we' as per the above classification, is a tiny, tiny proportion. I have my respect for them. For the rest who aren't willing to take up these risks for their faith, it's plain hypocrisy.

These are nothing compared with what we gain, which is Christ.

Yes, you're reinforcing my point.

35 posted on 06/22/2009 6:16:58 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
Your argument is childish. If this were Red China, maybe we'd be willing to break the law. But probably not.

There are other ways to discuss your faith rather than “legal” and “illegal and suffer the consequences.”

We are instructed to abide by the laws of the land we dwell in. Not only to keep ourselves out of jail, but because one little flair of protest followed by incarceration is hardly an effective means of spreading the word.

So, thanks for the poisonous, straw-man argument, but we'll figure out another, legal, method of spreading the word.

But here's where the real deal is:
Your “advice” to Christians comes across like the advice of hardcore Leftist Democrats who keep telling the RNC that they need to be more like them.

You're pushing against a door trying to keep someone out, even if you try to deny it. Your force is against a force you deny.

36 posted on 06/22/2009 6:17:02 AM PDT by Ghost of Philip Marlowe (The most dangerous fascists are those with a warm smile and soothing voice.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
Like I said before, true believers would risk EVERYTHING for their god.

True believers find out what God requires of them first, before running off half-cocked doing what they THINK He wants.

There's a big difference, one which has clearly escaped your understanding.

Christians aren't Christians only when they fit into your little imaginary *What a Christian is* box.

37 posted on 06/22/2009 6:17:19 AM PDT by metmom (Welfare was never meant to be a career choice.)
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To: metmom
atheists are just looking for excuses and justification for why they aren't believers. You've corroborated it with your comments so far.

And with previous discussions. I refuse to cast pearls before swine or give what is holy to dogs.

38 posted on 06/22/2009 6:17:44 AM PDT by MrB (Go Galt now, save Bowman for later)
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To: SeekAndFind

bump


39 posted on 06/22/2009 6:18:09 AM PDT by Tribune7 (Better to convert enemies to allies than to destroy them)
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To: netmilsmom

“Catholics are intellectually inferior.....”

Don’t forget we are also a bunch of Pope-worshipping drunks whose central/southern European roots are suspect.

I have two Evangelical co-workers who have been repeatedly warned by the boss not to proselytize in the workplace. Naturally, I’m their favorite target. They are both convinced that they can overthrow the Vatican in less than an hour after their plane lands in Rome.

Anyway, why are so many atheists (`anti-theists’) so snappish and ill-behaved toward believers? I thought intellectual superiority would confer a certain serenity for having risen one’s self above the superstitious rabble.


40 posted on 06/22/2009 6:18:19 AM PDT by elcid1970 (O Muslim! My bullets are dipped in pig grease!)
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