Smily Titus in his Rabbit
Posted on 03/16/2012 3:54:34 PM PDT by wagglebee
March 16, 2012 (LiveActionNews.org) - When you walk into Nicole and Steven’s house, you get the sense that they are parents who thoroughly enjoy their three kids. You’ll find Steven running down the narrow hallway while all the kids scream in delight, chasing each other and him. Nicole patiently fixes healthy meals for them while explaining to the youngest that she can’t climb up on the counter to help because the crockpot is just too hot for little hands. You’ll see Titus, their only son proudly popping wheelies in his special wheelchair while the family cheers. They are a family who seems to enjoy the little moments; the precious memories that the years have brought.
Smily Titus in his Rabbit
Entering their house, you’d never guess the ordeal they went through almost four years ago. Four years ago, Nicole was eight months pregnant with Titus, their second child. Since she was planning for a home birth, Nicole doesn’t remember exactly why she went in for an ultrasound that fateful—and miraculous—day.
As the routine ultrasound was being performed, Nicole could tell that something was definitely up. The doctor said nothing, but quickly called in another doctor. They consulted together while watching the screen and leaving Nicole clueless and helpless. For some reason, spina bifida popped into Nicole’s mind. “Is it spina bifida?” she asked. But the doctor couldn’t tell her anything; he just showed her what he saw on the screen. And it wasn’t good. Nicole and Steven were sent to a specialist, immediately.
The specialist had a huge ultrasound screen for Nicole and Steven to stare at. While they watched their eight-month-old son move his arms and head; while they saw his little heart beat quickly, the specialist diagnosed spina bifida and hydrocephalus, and put it all out there:
He said it was the biggest lesion he had ever seen; that our son would probably never go to the bathroom on his own. He’d never walk, never talk. He said this based on a 30 second ultrasound. He said, ‘I will absolutely perform the abortion for you.’ I could see Titus’ arms and head moving and his heart beating at the time the doctor said this. He was emphatic that Titus would be basically a vegetable and mentally retarded. And that it would be unfair to him for me to give birth.
At that moment, Nicole and Steven realized that their role in Titus’ life would be so much more than “parent.” Their role was now “advocate”, too. Without a word shared between them, both Nicole and Steven knew they would never accept abortion as an answer—no matter what the truth about Titus was.
Nicole explains: “From our faith, we believe that every life is precious—a gift from God—whether ‘normal’ or ‘perfect’ or not.” She also realized that it was divine intervention that the ultrasound had even taken place at all. A medical professional assured Nicole that, had she gone ahead with the planned home birth, either her or Titus would have certainly died from infection. “Nothing was left to chance,” Nicole says. “It was all orchestrated.”
When Titus was born by c-section, Nicole was only allowed to see his face. She couldn’t touch her son for at least two days, as he was recovering from immediate surgery for the softball-sized lesion on his back. Though she couldn’t touch him, Nicole refused to leave Titus’ side, even sleeping on the floor of the NICU to be beside him.
Nicole firmly believes that God has defied human knowledge and wisdom through Titus’s life. Her strong Christian faith leads her to believe that God is not controlled by the predictions of men. She will confidently tell you that the Lord has given their family everything they need to endure Titus’ difficulties. Is it hard? Yes. Is there pain? Yes. But, Titus’ courage and preciousness overwhelms everything else. He continues to prove the “specialist” wrong:
Every milestone, he has hit either before or right on. He is very intelligent and able. Titus doesn’t complain and fuss about why his legs don’t work or about anything else. He loves to do what little boys do. He knows his letters, numbers, and shapes—has known them since he was 2 ½. We wouldn’t have it any other way. Titus is definitely a huge addition to our family. This is how God made him—I fully believe this.
Nicole credits two things for helping her get through the shock of Titus’ diagnosis and giving her the strength to give him life: her strong faith in Christ and the year she spent working at a crisis pregnancy center in California. There, she grew in her confidence that each baby was indeed a precious individual, deserving of an equal chance at life. She believes parents often take the words of doctors too far and begin to question, “Can I really handle this? Is it really fair to my child?”
When I asked Nicole what she would say to other parents facing a similar diagnosis, she said:
I would say that for me, immediately, it was always either the Lord knows me or he doesn’t. And He either knows I need this or I don’t. Whatever happens in my life is His will for me at this time. This means I can move mountains. If this baby having issues or conditions is His will for me, it means I can get through it. If you think that someone tells you from a human perspective what you can or can’t handle, you don’t know God as the great Physician. We shouldn’t try to alter things in our own humanness or do something without knowing all the facts.
Even Nicole’s doctor didn’t have all the facts right. You can never know all the facts about your unborn child before they’re born. As Nicole believes, there’s no way you should make a decision to abort a child at all, but certainly not based off an ultrasound or a test.
Off an ultrasound, you cannot know a baby or everything about them or what they’re really like. There was no way the doctor knew all he said he knew about my son from that screen. Lots of times, the ultrasounds or tests are wrong anyway: when the mother says, ‘I don’t care,’ and the baby’s born, and nothing is wrong at all. How would you feel if someone could show you what your five year old would look like and you could see them face to face—would you be happy you ended their life?
About Titus, Nicole shares,
Right away, his life was a testimony. He’s so much fun—everyone that meets him loves him. He’s a really special kid. And almost everything the doctor said [besides the actual diagnosis of spina bifida and hydrocephalus] is completely wrong.
Nicole believes that more parents should educate themselves because knowledge is power. Doctors are important, she says, and they have a purpose, but you are the parent. The more you understand about anything you may have to go through, the more strength you’ll have for an arrow you’d otherwise not be prepared for. Things have changed so drastically over the years for babies born with spina bifida and other conditions, and they can truly lead almost normal lives.
Of course, normality (whatever that is!) is not the measure of a person’s worth, but it’s true that people have a very wrong perception of what individuals with Down Syndrome, spina bifida, and other “disabilities” can achieve in their lives.
In the end, Nicole says, “I wouldn’t have it any other way….It doesn’t matter what the child is or isn’t—they’re a gift!”
Reprinted with permission from LiveActionNews.org
that’s “wrongful life”—oh, that we live in a country where there are such things as lawsuits for wrongful life. Perhaps the wrongful lives are being lived by the lawyers and plaintiffs.
I only see one person exhibiting those on this thread.
Nothing makes a neurotic happier than having someone to blame.
It's just plain irresponsible of LiveAction. I'm surprised, because Lila Rose has better sense. All it would take is one angry doctor who is the subject of these keening and bleeting fictions to phone his lawyer. Then the martyred narcissists would find themselves in deposition trying to justify this attack.
LiveAction's cause is life.
I’m sorry that this story has upset you so.
I accept your apology.
Thank you. :) These stories can be upsetting, I know.
Yada yada yourself! You evidently have a reading comprehension problem if you read anything hysterical or anti-doctor in what I wrote. Third hand? Yea, I understand, I might be spinning a wild tale out of whole cloth but I have no reason to believe that my nice and her husband were lying about what the 1st doctor told them anymore than I am lying to you.
They did not resolve the problem by eschewing the medical profession or being “anti-doctor”, quite the contrary; they sought out a very highly trained, experienced and specialized medical professional and an advanced medical center equipped to deal with a high risk multiple birth. In fact at the delivery there were two other doctors assisting and a NICU nurse for each baby. My great nieces are alive and thriving today not because of rejecting modern medicine but because of it.
You are doing the slandering - I was with that couple - I know what they went through - and you are calling them , me and everyone else liars.
I also know they are a very Christian couple and couldn’t lie if their life depended on it.
And they wouldn’t even speak ill of people like you =
I pity anyone who is obviously as up tight and carrying the weight of knowing it all on their shoulders, like you are.
I’d say have a nice life, but how could you do that? After all, wherever you go, there you are.
Heh! let’s poke it with a stick......
Immediately the conversation turns to how awfully dreadful and lacking in empathy and how cruel and unkind and downright immoral, incompetent and venal were the medical personnel who may or may *not* have behaved in a perfectly professional manner. In the throes of the dismay of dealing with a huge problem, it's so nice to have someone to paint as villain and so very sweet to play a victim.
If these doctors are so bad, why don't you file a complaint with the licensing board, rather than blacken his reputation under cover of anonymity?
Name his name. There really aren't that many OBs in the country. It'd be easy to figure out.
Shouldn't you be concerned with protecting the next poor victim of this terrible doctor?
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