Well, I agree that abortion is murder but with regards to your other point, there actually is a scripture that talks about what is forgiven and what is not. Praise God that even murder can be forgiven but there is something that cannot Matthew 12:31 Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.
I am a strict Old Testament Believer. The New Testament does not hold the same meaning for me as it does Christian Believers. Only I am responsible for my sins and no man or blood sacrifice can lift or absolve that sin from me.
My deeply held religious belief is that premeditated or coldblooded murder can never be forgiven in all of eternity. Your soul is already forfeit. That’s it. A murderer’s death is eternal death. That is the justification for the death penalty.
Suicide is premeditated murder as well. So if you murder yourself, there is no forgiveness. That is a paradox in Christianity to me.