She says that like there was some outside, third party influence on her original intent.
I have an idea what the intent was: To bash anyone and anything outside your belief structure. That your embedded COLOR FIRST mindset was exposed in the dialog is the real revelation. And truthfully, her apology is hollow and meaningless, as she will still see the world through her race-colored glasses that still sit tightly upon her nose.
May God slap you in the face.