My monitor is all blurry. :(
I am sorry! I did not intend to make anyone sad. I am doing ok. I have days where I just want to cry. I really want to cry when I happen to remember an incident which happened after my daughter’s death. I had gone back to choir practice and was standing by the alto section. I looked up and saw 2 members walking in. We made eye contact and they turned around, walked out that door and walked in another one to avoid me. Made me feel like I was contagious. They may have thought I was. No one wants to deal with losing a child. It is the very worst experience in the world. I did not expect a lot of talking but a hug would have been nice. I will always treasure the hugs I got. It did not even bother me when the lady who washes my hair called me by my daughter’s name for years. I knew she was thinking about her.