Posted on 08/26/2014 5:14:33 AM PDT by Kaslin
My father, Max Prager, died last week.
Here are some thoughts on the death of a parent.
1. Longevity
Parents who live long are very lucky. Not only for their longevity, and not only because they get to see their children grow into adulthood, and not only because they may see grandchildren, but for all those extra years to reconcile with their children. Had my father died when I was a teenager, we would not have had the decades since then to get closer.
2. Age at death
My father was born on July 18, 1918 and died on August 16, 2014. He was 96.
When people are told that someone's parent has died, the first thing most ask -- and nearly everyone wonders -- is, "How was old was he/she?"
This is completely understandable. But it needs to be analyzed.
The age of the deceased matters only if one is assessing whether the death was a tragedy. Clearly, death at age 96 is not a tragedy. Moreover, my father was healthy for 93 of those years.
All that notwithstanding, however, the age at which a parent dies is irrelevant regarding the hole left. In fact, one might legitimately argue that the more years a person has had with his or her parent, the bigger the hole.
3. Impact and legacy
Just as children can be a source of pride or shame to parents, parents can be a source of pride or shame to their children. In some ways, even more so.
It was my parents who made me realize this. Whenever I introduced my parents to an audience or in private settings, I was proud of them. They carried themselves with dignity and grace.
Upon further reflection, I came to realize that as regards shame, bad parental behavior can actually have a greater impact on children -- including adult children -- than bad behavior of children has on parents. If a decent person's son commits a terrible crime, we tend to have compassion for that parent. But if a decent person's father commits a terrible crime, that crime, completely unfairly, reflects on the child. That is why one of the sons of Bernard Madoff, the man who stole billions of dollars, committed suicide. So did one of Charles Manson's sons. It was as if they felt forever tainted. Yet we don't hear about the parent of a child who engages in similar criminal behavior committing suicide.
If your parents bring you no shame, be very grateful. If you're proud of them, celebrate.
4. What is more important than closeness.
My father loved my mother. He loved her more than anyone or anything in life. They were married for 69 years, together for 73. Growing up, my brother and I were largely emotional afterthoughts in my father's life. Emotionally speaking, we were tenants in our parents' house. That is why, as I said above, it was a blessing that our parents lived so long. They had all those years to express more love.
But I had something in my father more important than emotional closeness. I had a strong ethical/moral model. I have always worn an invisible but powerful bracelet with the letters: WWDD. What Would Dad Do?
The ideal for a son is to have an emotional bond with his father who is also a strong ethical model. But, if you can only have one, the latter is more important than the former.
5. No longer a child.
No matter how old you are, as long as a parent is alive, you are still a child. It is only after both die that you cease being a child. And then, all of a sudden, not only are you no longer a child, you are also next in line.
6. On writing an autobiography.
Late in his life, after five years of cajoling, I convinced my father to write an autobiography. He never stopped thanking me. You can read it at www.maxprager.com. My father, who among other things, was an Orthodox Jew who served as an officer in the U.S. Navy during World War II, told a compelling story. But everyone has a compelling story. An autobiography is one of the greatest gifts you can leave. Everyone should write one.
7. Where is my father now?
Has anyone ever lost a loved one and not wondered, where is he/she now?
This is the ultimate question. Is it really all over after the last breath? Was my father a vibrant, thinking, feeling, imbued-with-meaning human being one minute, and then a bunch of inanimate molecules -- no different than his equal weight in sand -- a minute later?
If there is nothing after death -- absolutely nothing for eternity -- we have to acknowledge that for the vast majority of human beings who have ever lived, life is a bad joke. And for many a horrific joke.
I have always recognized what is logically obvious: If there is a God, and God is just, there is an afterlife. And if there is no God, the material world is all there is. Both positions make sense. What does not make sense is that there is a God but no afterlife. To deny the afterlife, you have to be an atheist.
Therefore, because I find atheism logically untenable -- Bach didn't come from rocks -- I assume that there is an afterlife. And that my father is therefore with my mother.
Goodbye, Dad. You did well.
You did good, and were blessed. My sympathy on your loss.
What a beautiful tribute! Thanks for posting that.
“...the more years a person has had with his or her parent, the bigger the hole.”
So true.
My mother is gone now (left us in April 2014) and she was 90. We lived together in the last 13 years and for most of the last 3 years, her health was declining almost daily.
I am still stunned and miss her constantly...there are paths in my heart that belong to only her.
It was a pleasure to read about your father...you and your family are in my prayers.
About Dennis’s father...
You’re a good reflection on your parents.
I know what you meant. All I did was post the article
Sweet and touching tribute to his dad, by Mr Prager. Thanks.
My sympathy also for the the author’s loss. Its a beautiful tribute
Yes, he sure is
Mr. Prager must have been an exceptional man, considering how his son turned out.
You are very welcome
Excuse me, but what is this supposed to mean?
Indeed it is and you’re welcome.
Another of the greatest generation has passed on, locally:
http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-chat/3197073/posts
Very interesting article about your Dad, and I salute him, as I am also former US Navy. A Nice Tribute.
Now we know why you are so nice.
Bump. With gratitude.
Dennis Prager is a talk show host. Perhaps the best talk show host in America that nobody ever hears (because he’s on opposite Rush).
A man of great common sense, and a living tribute to his father.
I don't listen to him or any radio talk show host, including Rush.
I think the tribute was beautiful
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