I was thinking roid rage myself. We will find out.
If one puts forth a witness to God today, it is to ask for the worst that the devil can do. One should make the best effort to confirm that the witness is true. It does not need perfection (this is the goal of eternal heaven) but it does need progress in the right direction.
Even so, what he was wishing (perhaps) he could do with God, we should take warning and actually strive to see is true in our lives. I don’t know if he simply got caught in a weak moment and performed a tragic act inconsistent with where his soul wanted to be. Or if he was buffaloing us with a sentiment about as deep as a Hallmark card. At any rate, we should not conclude from this that God means nothing.
On the other hand... how did they KNOW it was suicide and not an intruder. Just to ask academically if nothing else. Dead men tell no tales. Their death scene might, or might not. This looks like a most uncharacteristic level of malice.