I pray for your soul, actually.
Fascinating . . . reminds me . . .
I’ve observed in my life . . . that generally speaking . . .
prayers of bitterness, resentment, hostility, despising hatred, and the like
are not particularly powerful . . . i.e. in good ways.
Thankfully, God is sovereign. Maybe He makes allowences where there’s a microgram of good intension thrown in with all the seething bitterness.