No, I'm having trouble with your "fingers in the ears" posture.
The only analogy I can compare is that of a petulant teenage girl who perceives another girl as a rival for "her" boyfriend. No matter how clear the boyfriend makes it he is pursuing the other girl, the teenager bends and twists every particle of reality to fit her desire to be the favored one. Further, she actively denies anything that doesn't fit that model.
It's actually really creepy.
Your autobiography sounds pretty grim. Good luck with the movie rights.