Why should I have to figure that out if someone one else has? People don’t approach Scripture with the mind as a blank slate. Everyone has the capacity to learn a language, but the language he does learn depends on his teachers.
Maybe you have the wrong teacher?
I Corinthians 2:12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. 13 Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.