I assure you that in addition to the Eucharist at mass I do find myself on my knees in prayer with Jesus. I truly believe the literal interpretation of John 6:53. Just because a Catholic consumes the Eucharist does not mean he or she does not also have a rich prayer life that includes private time with Jesus. They are not mutually exclusive. Out of curiosity have you ever attended a Catholic mass?
It is your free will to choose not to partake in the physical body of Christ, and I would not offer you a directive to do so, suggesting that your salvation was at stake. I would hope for the same courtesy in return.
Absolutely not. I have studied their Catechism and beliefs, rituals, and vestments enough to know that the Catholic system of belief and practice is primarily pagan in nature. I believe it to be the whore of Revelation with it’s incorporation of “other gods”.