The irony.
Unfortunately, you haven't a clue. You can't become the aggressor, retreat when confronted, and claim 'self-defense' when you have to shoot the guy.
That's what this will boil down to, if you take the time to think it through, but I digress, thinking is not one of your capabilities. Maybe remedial schooling would be good for you, you'd learn to spell, and proper vocabulary.
Oh, and BTW, I've been in Zimmerman's shoes. It isn't pretty, the people around you divide on your guilt or innocence, the press hounds you, and it all changes you.
I still carry everyday.
If they in turn attack you then yes you can.
Note BP, "stupider" is a Texas euphemism probably unused in whatever gay-bob yankee state in which you reside.
Posting to you is like showing a chicken a card trick. It is a waste of time in that the chicken never gets it.