Quit trying and just find something to do...clean the bathroom or something...read a book...get on google earth and fly to Israel. And let go of your son for the night...not much you can do fretting about him.
And remember Jesus knows exactly where he is and about....so leave him with him...come what may! Don't let him rob you of the Joy of Jesus tonight...refocus your thoughts and love that you are loved by He who loves the most!
Goof advice. LOL about flying to Israel. I’m watching midnight mass from the Vatican.
This is where the commonly quoted adage, let go and let God, comes into play. Let go of the things you cannot control and let God guide them instead. Don’t let chaos get you dancing to its tune.