“”Officers involved in deadly force situations take that with them for life...They don’t carry that lightly,” Cervera said.”
That’s extremely unfortunate, especially under kill-or-be-killed circumstances. Officers involved in situations like that shouldn’t be so hard on themselves because there is no good reason for them to be.
If they will not respect the love of the Lord, which hates for them to scapegoat their own recklessness on everyone else, then the blame game is all that is left to restrain them. One or the other, they have to choose.