“Your consciousness has nothing to do with it.”
Sure it does. To make a point that God created me without my say so is a meaningless point since I was not able to give a say so since I did not exist so my consciousness has everything to do with it as to whether it is a valid point or not. And it is not a valid point.
“God knit you together in your mother’s womb. God determined that you would exist. Therefore, it’s His will...”
Yep, and now I have free will. I can exercise my free will to kill myself or someone else. Yes, it would be God’s will as to whether or not I succeed, but that does not remove my free will to act.
The same God that created me without my say so will not save me against my will. I have free will. God gave it to me. It is a gift.
Really? Then it seems the god you worship isn't the sovereign, omnipotent God of the Bible. It's a god that is somehow responsible to created creatures.
How very sad for you.
Hoss