You need to keep praying. As the bible says “without ceasing”. You seem to expect to talk to God once and have a lightning bolt come down and change your life. It usually doesn’t work that way.. God does change lives, every single day....after we confess our sins, repent of them (that means not doing them any more), ask forgiveness and ask Jesus as our Savior. Then we do the work to allow the Holy Spirit to change us, like worshipping, attending church with other strong believers, reading His word, tossing the sin out of our lives.
But you can’t have it both ways. You can’t keep sinning with prostitutes and expect God to change your life. God is holy and perfect, he cannot abide sin in any form. Satan, on the other hand, is delighted he’s able to keep his big nasty hands around your throat and has you firmly in his grip...because you ALLOW HIM TO.
You’re miserable in your life? Stop letting the Evil One control you. And make no mistake about it.....you are NO MATCH for satan. Eternity is at stake here Mr. Piper. You can either choose to be in relationship with God forever or separated from God forever. You need to choose wisely. And time is short.
Whatever bad things occurred in your relationship with this woman...or women.. you are still valuable and very much loved by God. He desperatley wants to have you turn to Him. Frankly Mr Piper, God is absolutely crazy about you. But God gives us free will....we can accept Him and his perfect promises (God is good, all of the time) or we can reject Him.
Nothing....no-thing in this life will ever fill you up permanently. Only God can do that.
You might take a look at the website below and the videos there.
www.peacewithgod.net
gave up fun years ago, prayers are a waste of time, don't bother, the will be no answer. Personal experances , hundreds of prayers, no answers. You are on your own...learn to live with the life of a worm, that's about all that is left.