Leni
[ When Beck was on TV the other night his face didn’t look at all healthy in his close-ups...I’m referring to his physical appearance. ]
He did have substance abuse problems for a decent portion of the beginning of his life.
Perhaps this combined with seeing how the “sausage is made” at the Media level Ie. CNN, FOX, and now at his own network for so long is just too much for his already fragile as glass psyche to handle.