and btw, a pharmacologist said Fentanyl should work for me. Put aside the addiction issue... I laughed out loud. No Doctor is going to prescribe that for me. Again, they are freaked out about addiction.
More specifically they are freaked out about possibly losing their licenses to practice. Check your state's list of physicians who have had their licenses revoked and the reasons for those revocations. It will usually be something to do with writing inappropriate prescriptions for addictive drugs.