I'm so sorry JHENN22499! It was sad for so many but so much harder when you were actually part of the experience.
I just watched the video in post #33 and it's an amazing video, almost 10 minutes long.
Then I went and read Don McLean's lyrics for American Pie and what a story writer he was, it just encompasses so much.
That song has always made me sad when I hear it.
The pilot was no idiot. He only failed instrument rating due to hearing....more to the story..